Yeah it's still on. Man, what a time capsule. Seems everything has changed except for me. I've been thinking of resuming my own thoughts on here again after all this time. Yeah yeah, another empty promise to myself. That's right Tim, just tell yourself that things will be different this time. You'll return here and write for something.
Maybe I just want to write for nothing. I don't have an audience. I don't want an audience. This is for myself. Always has been. Lots of things going on in this head all the time and I keep it locked away- even from myself. The less I think about it, the better things will be. Right? Right?
At least this time, these thoughts will go somewhere, even if its into this digital desert hellscape that the internet has become. On second thought, this isn't the hellscape. Social media is. These are the old abandoned ruins of a long lost time. Nobody wanders these halls anymore. There's nothing left to loot. Civilization will never flourish here.
A perfect place to make camp. I'm still deciding. I've thought about moving (ha, moving- as if I was even here long to begin with) to Substack or something a bit more... modern? I don't know what term to use.
We'll see. This was just a test to see if the water is still running. So far just cold water, which is better than nothing. Nothing a nice fire can't heat up.
I guess I should mention some things to myself for historical marks- I'm going to Japan soon for a few years. What am I going to find there that I haven't found anywhere else? Likely nothing. I'm not coming back to the states during these years. I have a house that I'm renting, as well as a vehicle. Extra cash and all. Most of my stuff is in storage. Right now, I'm back in Korea again but I'll be done here sooner than I realize. Still just me, as always. Things just haven't worked out in any other way. That's okay, right?
So let's see if I remember to do this more. No promises. Just keeping the door open and letting the room get some fresh air. Maybe I'll do some dusting during the next visit.
